Calling You

I waited for you, but you never saw
I called for you, but you never heard
I tried so hard, so long to find you
Now I wonder if you were ever there.

I didn’t study you long enough, did I?
In my haste, I missed your face
And now the opportunity’s gone
Now I feel that the time was a waste.

Deep inside, I know it wasn’t
That the preparation shows that I care
But still I can’t convince myself
Were you ever there at all?