What if I werenâ€™t here any more?
What if I couldnâ€™t ever see you?
Would you even notice I was gone?
Would you miss me at all?
Sometimes I donâ€™t even know if itâ€™s you,
Or just a shadow looming over me.
Youâ€™re the only thing I ever want, and yet
It doesnâ€™t seem that I matter.
What if you were standing here,
But I was nowhere to be found?
What if I just disappeared,
Would you really care?
Because I miss you so,
And what hurts the most,
Is the knowing that you donâ€™t.
Thatâ€™s the telling blow.